So i recently discovered that the journal i keep all my writing in (handwritten) that i use to leave editing, style, and responce notes in, was destroyed. I don't know how, what or maybe even possibly who, but needless to say i'm a bit hurt, and pissed. It couldn't have happend at a worse time. Let me just say worst week ever. Banging my head horribly on the fridge, to where its still left a lump (but luckally no bruise), doctors appointments, the discovery of my washed out (yes water was involved in the damaging process) journal, to breaking the heel on one of my favorite shoes, oh and lets add christmas shopping to the list of stresses. i wont even go into the boys are confusing, and finally he said it stresses.

so anyways, instead of deleating and i probably wont be doing much editing, my old entries, i've just disided to upload the pieces i've missed uploading before, that i have so far discovered in the re-writing of my now third journal *crosses fingers "please dont get ruined" >.< *

oh and after 3 straight days of 12hour pen to paper re-writes, i never want to see pencils and paper again.